hectic weeks..

Salam everyone! =D

alhamdulillah, insya allah ada chance to update blog.hehe. banarnya, dari masa atu udah kan update,tapi..hmm,too much things dalam fikiran,dat ahirnya mcm paning and ayong.hehe.

Early dis week,menguruskan with medical check up, check jantung,xray,and sgala cecair..paham2 je lah,hehe ambil darah as well.cek gigi,telinga..pas tu the 2nd day,cek hmm apa ah, oh yes mata! haiy,danger sikit lah masa mata atu,sal pernah ada case dulu..huhu..sampai kana cek file,kana bongkar case2 lama.kabak2 lah jua time atu,tapi tawakkal saja,dalam hati berdoa lah sgt mudahan lapas.haiyy..den jmpa lah doc.mata ani,den ckplah arahnya,that the thing was since childhood.convinced her that i will be alright insya allah..so..mcm lapas! alhamdulillah.syukur ya rabbi.without izinNya..nda akan lepas benda atu kan.huhu.. den lapas atu, berinject montoux.err sumthing yg mengesan tuberclosis.like if limpas bangkak nya 10mm nda dapat belayar lah,like kana quarantine dulu..huhu..

Den,camatulah..mcm sal our scholarship,tunggu HMs aproval lagi.so mudahan saja ok2 lah..insya allah,if ada rezki,sampai menjejak kaki insya allah ke bumi Malaysia :D perasaan awl ani,hmmm alum lagi terasa.tapi ada dah sebak sikit2 lah,tapi nda mau layan dulu.fikir lah, nanti, hmm, mcm wondering,camana bentuk pelajarannya. tapi dah adalah surat offernya, saying mcm ada compulsary courses that i need to take..ada english,ada malay..and yg mcm huhu.ada course,dakwah to non-muslim. wonder camana..mcm hmm. ada dgrnya assignmentnya,need to go ke ulu2 for mengkaji selidik dorang.mcm hmm.honestly,sgt2 merasa tanggunjawab ani basar..bukan main2..=( its dealing with..deen.haiy..takut ;( tapi.Allah inda akan bebankan tani more den tani dapat tanggungkan. Al-Baqarah:286. sumhow i feel excited,cant wait..tapi at the same time,perasaan berharap and takut atu begerak serentak. masih alum fikir tajuk tesis and all. ramai yg questioned kenapa tiba2 tukar course, dari syariah..iatah,mcm hmm,nda tau lah canakan cakap..its like unexplainable..but perasaan dihati,and kemahuan yang sangat mendalam..drives me to take this course =') so jadinya..tawakkal tah saja mie! chayo! berusaha! :D :D

Hmmm..apa lagi ah,oh yea,yatah tadi barutah i went kerja after 4 days cuti.well cuti tanpa gaji lah haha. sal sibuk uruskan with my thing. tadi parents meeting.yatah,i was incharge bahagian jual2 cd tadi.abis lah smua..cd time bbq skulah..10 plg saja tu,malu2 jua kan promote atu,but buat aja..haha.mcm ada jua sum parents tanya like "ada muka anak ku" hehe,kdg2 menguji kesabaran lah jua..i dont know anak dorang siapakan hehe, ada jua yg stay dulu meliat and all.cuteness lah overall! hehe.

huhu lately,mcm batah dah nda baca books yg im suppose to read.adoi.iatah,masa ani memajal diri lah,need to read books before ke msia ani..huhu..shoud be starting. supaya mudah sikit nanti ada basic..huhu. trying to live life to the fullest the next days yang tinggal ani.iatah.hmmph.esok sports day.iatah.esok cud be the last day jmpa my students.huhu..='S 3 months berlalu..

I need to go now.tiba2 rasa hiba.haiy..love u all.fillah~='D

love,
kUmi